ugh, valentines day officially sucks. if u have a valentine its great--but if u don't, its fucking everywhere! happy valentines day! look at all these fucking cupids that'll be up for the next 2 months reminding u that u didn't have a fucking valentine and hallmark made u feel like a fucking loser! go hallmark! I feel bad for the loser who has to design all the valentines stuff. HE must be depressed as hell. pardon my outburst of hatred for valentines day. I shouldn't even be celebrating this- It's supposed to be for St. Valentines and I'm jewish. we didn't make up any shit like this. who fucking cares? now its all about who got who a valentine and who's gonna be fucked cuz they forgot to get someone a valentine, and who feels like shit cuz they didn't recieve a valentine. even giving valentines sux, cuz then every time u see a person u gave a valentine thing to, they'll be like 'hey look wut i got!' and ur just like 'yea! isn't that great!' this is seriously the most fake, depressing, ego-crushing holiday ever. its like 'ooh I supported all the forced child labor in china just for you!' ......'but not for you...'

wow. I think this is the most I've ever written for a journal. I think I'm gonna go make a comic about how much valentines day sucks now. *gives big sarcastic smile* I love you too! *stabs you with a rose* happy valentines day!

mmm... I made cornbread.

ugh, all this snow and no snow day! AND I have a performance 2morrow. raagh!

I think I'm going to opt for bcuz feb break's coming up....then I'll save up for a hair straightener...or some cds...hmmm...there's a lot of music I need to listen to...


ugh, I feel like such shit. maybe I can stay home 2morrow....doubtful, but maybe...

ugh ugh, I still have to write a stupid fucking english essay about something special to me. I'd write about my flute, but I'm afraid he's gonna make me play it, and there's not enough to write about...





mr. iyer is the most irritating, dumbfucking, asshole-ish prick of a teacher EVER. (almost as bad as Dr. K) I don't even think he deserves to be called a teacher bcuz he's so stupid. :forK:

so much work, so little sleep!

I think I'm going to put my fund on hold and buy a hair straightener instead...still debating. This is a very difficult decision.

we've had two offers for cats, so I'm praying we get a kitty!







can't wait till feb. break!

ugh, history essay due tommorrow, english outline due wednesday, then english essay due friday....and history test on thursday. agh!

Then IB meeting tommorrow night! noooo!!!! the IB is just the beginning of a horrible horrible plot to ruin our lives! I'm scared! Ms. Nuiefhfjflewqheowufhfhouse is really scary! (that's not actually how u spell her name....its just long and complicated)

my orch. audition on saturday went well....he better give me that part. or at least move me up. (theres some bitch who's ahead of me....and she sucks. I don't even know how she got in the school at all. she needs to stop now)

can't wait till feb. break!